I sincerely hope to be full of grace in the way God intended me. I pray daily to live in God's Perfect Will.
This may mean absolutely doing what I do not want to do.
On the other hand, if we love God and are trying to live in His Perfect Will, our prayers and desires reflect His Will for us.
Yes.
I have had prayers answered because I was praying in God's Will. I have seen things blocked in my life, as this was His Will.
But, sometimes, God's Will involves His allowing great suffering, such as persecution and martyrdom.
Think on this. We do not have much time for freedom. It is eluding us, fading away quickly.
Greater good can come out of intense suffering, and therefore Divine Providence allows this.
But, we are always, always in the palm of His Hand.
Some do not experience suffering as intensely as others. This is also His Will.
Do not bring down suffering on yourself unless it is God's Will. That could be simply the sin of pride.
We do not redeem ourselves through suffering but have been redeemed through Christ's sufferings.
Be patient, be peaceful, do not "sweat the small stuff."
And, I hope when I am very old, that I am more full of grace than I am now-and revealing the gifts. May God grant me time...
Thursday, 26 June 2014
On Confusion Again
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Confusion comes from evil, period. I see more and more
confusion among people in the States regarding even common things. We have come
from being a nation of pioneers, and independent workers, who knew how to do
things, to a people who rely on others for so-called truth.
There is a mental laziness among many, which means that
people do not compare news sources, do not find out information for themselves,
do not do research before buying things, accept what governments tell them
about education, and even believe falsified polls.
How did this happen? One reason why people are mentally lazy
is that they do not pray. They do not take time daily to reflect. Their lives
are full of addictions, to food, drink, entertainment.
When I was a teen, we went out once a week on a Friday with
my friends. Now, young people and old people seek entertainment daily. I am
amazed at how much people seek out entertainment. It is mind-numbing.
I have written on the evils of American entertainment
before, but British entertainment is, if anything, worse. More of the capital
sins are shown as ok on British sitcoms than one would hope to see.
But, the confusion is absolutely caused by the bombardment
of the imagination by outside stimuli. Remember,
everything you see and hear and touch goes
into your imagination forever, unless you beg God to cleanse you of memory.
See my other posts on this theme.
Confusion is caused by
satan. He wants our minds to be scrambled by trivia, by nonsense. He does not
want us to think on the last four things, or on our eternal destiny, so he
feeds the imaginations of the world with useless information and entertainment.
I am very concerned, as this phenomenon is more than
material; it is psychological and it is spiritual. When a people no longer
reflect, they become stressed, and when stressed, people make wrong, even evil
decisions.
Righteous Anger
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Why is it that no one allows righteous anger? We have an
example of God Himself showing anger several times against the Pharisees and
the Sadducees. So, if a Catholic becomes angry at abortion or contraception or
same-sex marriage, all serious sins which offend God, or becomes angry serious
injustice or the killing of Christians across the world, why is the Catholic
condemned?
Righteous anger comes from purity of heart, and not being
caught up in egotism.
Righteous anger comes from seeing events and people with the
eyes of God.
Too often, people assume all anger is sin. But, it is not.
“Be angry, but sin not.”
Without the fire of righteous anger, the West would still
have slavery. Without the fire of righteous anger, abortion continues to kill
millions of babies a year.
We shall see the wrath of God and understand that we did not
allow God to purify us enough to feel righteous anger.
God forgive us. But, we shall not be spared.
The Two Brothers of Malta Part Eleven
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July was coming to a close, with a few odd encounters with
the enemy. The Muslims were encircling the peninsula with cannons for a huge
assault on Birgu and Senglea. In the Fort of St.
Michael, an encounter occurred which changed the lives of several people.
Isabella and Rebecca had been escorted out of the camp near
the harbor to St. Michael’s Fort. Immanuel accompanied them to the fort, before
he returned to the interior to help some of the Maltese, who were beginning to
starve, or who lacked water. Many goats had been stolen and eaten by the
invaders. Little food was left in the catecombs, as so many people had to be
fed. The cutting down of the unripe grain had caused a bread shortage and no
supply ships from Italy or Sicily could break
through the clogged harbours. In addition, some of the Suleiman’s ships sailed
into St. Paul ’s
Bay, causing interruptions in trade.
Immanuel, Rebecca and Isabella were accompanied by the
Bishop of Malta, a Knight of Malta, and by the servants of the Chevalier.
Because Isabella was dying, the Bishop gave her the Last Rites and absolution,
including a special blessing from the Pope. Immanuel stayed by her bedside in a
small villa near the Fort, while the Bishop and the servants went on to the
Fort.
It was the Feast of St. Anne, the Mother of Mary and
Grandmother of Christ. During normal times, there would have been processions
in Mdina and other towns honoring this beloved saint. Now, on this day, which
was overcast and grey, the Catholics could only remember days of festivities.
Rebecca fanned Isabella in the oppressive heat. The clouds
pressed the heat onto the island like a giant’s hands. Some said the heat was a
sign of defeat. Immanuel was thinking of his thirsting, dying people of Malta . He and
the Bishop went back to the chamber in the fort.
The first surprise was the arrival of Frederico. He had
heard that Immanuel and his mother were in the camp area, hidden away for
safety. He had met the Bishop himself. And thanked him for his kindness is
bringing a sad soul to some peace.
“She is not a bad women, Your Excellency. She was young and
weak. Personally, I believe she has suffered more than enough for her sins.”
The Bishop answered quickly, “I am inclined to agree with
you, Frederico. She will have a peaceful death. Her confession was that of a
child.”
Just then, Rebecca burst into the chamber. “Frederico, Your
Excellency, please come back to the villa. Isabella is dying, I am sure.” The
three men walked quickly down a small street to the house, but just as they were
going to enter the dark, cool room, they heard a voice in the street.
“Frederico, may I come in?”
It was Tomas. He had heard that his brother, son, and former
mistress had gathered in this place. He looked strange, almost feverish. “Are
you ill, my brother?” Frederico spoke first.
“I am better than I have been in years. Do you think she
would see me?”
The Bishop walked over to Tomas and whispered in his ear.
Tomas realized the closeness of death. “Then, I have no time. Bishop, listen to
me. Take this.’
Frederico and Immanuel could not see what Tomas handed to
the Bishop, but the Bishop looked for a long time at the object. “This is good,
Tomas, this is very good. Come.”
All walked into the sick room. Rebecca respectfully stood by
a back door. The Bishop approached Isabella who looked pale, very pale.
“My daughter, there is someone here who wants to see you. He
wants to ask your forgiveness, and he wants to ask you something else. Will you
see Tomas?”
Isabella tried to sit up. “Yes, yes, I shall. I will.” She
looked over the Bishop’s shoulder as Tomas stepped forward.
“Will you forgive me, a pig, a stubborn, selfish man,
Isabella? I took your son from you and I see God restored him behind my back.
But, I am content, except for one thing.”
Isabella pressed her thin hand on the brown strong hand of
Tomas. “Please know you were forgiven a long time ago. I have harbored no
hatred or unforgiveness. I, too, was selfish and irresponsible. But, we have a
beautiful son.”
Tomas looked at the worn face, but Isabella’s eyes glowed
with love and joy. “Isabella, will you marry me, now, here?”
She turned to the wall for a moment. “You have taken a long
time to ask this, Tomas. Yes, for the few days I have left, I can be restored
to society, as will your son.”
The Bishop suggested that Tomas first make a general
confession. In the next room, Tomas made the first confession he had made in
almost thirty years before receiving the sacrament of marriage. All left Tomas
and the Bishop alone for about a half-hour. Isabella was given some water. She
glowed with an odd light, but she was breathing normally. Tomas and the Bishop
returned to the sick room.
The Bishop came forward with his prayer book, and a small
package. In it was the ring which had belonged to the noble mother of Tomas and
Frederico. Immanuel choked. The ring was made of four emeralds and four
diamonds in the shape of the Maltese Cross. Tomas knelt by the bed and the
Bishop began the Nuptial Blessing.
A great silence enveloped all who were there. Frederico
noticed tears in his brother’s eyes, but Isabella’s eyes shone with love. They
said their vows quietly, serenely.
Then, the Bishop pronounced them man and left the room,
indicating to Immanuel and Frederico to follow him.
“She does not have much time, perhaps hours, or a day. We
can only pray.”
Immanuel hung his head but Frederico said, “You realize what
a miracle this is, Your Excellency. Something has happened to my brother. This
is a miracle, indeed.”
A few minutes passed and Tomas came out of the room. “She
fell asleep, smiling. I had forgotten the charm of her smile. Rebecca will care
for her and I shall come back after she rests, but I need some care.” He opened his shirt and there on his side was
a huge bandage, with blood beginning to seep through. “Father, we need to get
the surgeon, now.” Immanuel almost shouted, but remembered the woman in the
next room and lowered his voice.
“It is too late, my son. Look, I have blood poisoning and
gangrene. I came here to die and to make you my son in the law and in the eyes
of God. My son, no longer a bastard-the Bishop restores you as well to your
rightful place. Can you forgive me?”
Immanuel led his father to a chair. “This is a day of
forgiveness, Father. Of course. And as I love my mother as I love you, I am
forever grateful that you made her your wife. Father…” But, Immanuel could not
speak, for Tomas slid over and laid his head on the table. He took three or
four deep breaths. “Your Excellency, give me the Last Rites. Please.” Then, the Bishop began the prayers as the
brother and son walked outside as Immanuel was trembling. It was now dark. In a
few moments, the brother and son returned to watch Tomas receive the Body and
Blood of Christ, His Lord, Whom he had avoided for years. Now, God and he were
united again.
Then, after receiving the Eucharist peacefully, he fell into
a fever and then, later, a coma. By midnight, he was dead.
Frederico discovered that his brother had been ambushed by
Turks on the way to St. Michael’s Fort. He had killed two, but had received
this blow from the third. This encounter happened four days ago.
“He may have been poisoned by the swords as well,” remarked
Frederico. Some find mountebanks to buy poisons. He would not have died so
soon. He was a strong man.”
Early the next morning, while the sun rose over the sea,
Isabella passed away. Immanuel asked
permission for them to be buried in Mdina, in the Cathedral. The Bishop
heartily gave permission, and if you visit there today, you will see a white
tomb, embellished with stars, with the dust of Tomas and Isabella resting
together.
The son took a carriage and escorted the two caskets, made
hastily by soldiers, with Frederico and the Bishop back to Mdina.
Rebecca came as well, but did not stay in the house with the
Knights. She had someone else to find. After the twin funeral in the Cathedral,
she sought out Salim.
But, that is another story for another day.
July limped into August and the battering of the last two
forts began. The siege was not over for Immanuel and Frederico.
But, the two old lovers rested away from the din, in a place
for those who die in love and not in hate, who die in forgiveness and not in
rancor, who die in humility and not in pride.
To be continued…
The Two Brothers of Malta Part Ten
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A tall, thin man from Ephesus
sat in his tent. His tent-mate had been killed in the assault on St. Elmo’s.
Salim was twenty-four, and from an ancient family. But, tonight, days before
the attack on Fort St. Michael’s and the landing parties crossing Mt. Sciberras , Salim lay on his bed in
torment. No one knew that he had been conscripted years ago into the army of
Suleiman. He had been taken from his town because he was a noted horseman, but
he had only seen duty as an arquebusiers. No one knew his mother was
a Christian, and that he was a Christian. He had avoided detection because of a
illustrious connection in the court, his uncle, a pious Muslim. All thought
Salim was pious as well. He was, but his piety was to a different God, a
Trinitarian God of his mother.
Salim
knew of the new plans to avoid the Knights guns, and new ships in the Harbour.
He had to decide to either stand up for his faith, finally, risking horrible
torture and death, and defect to the other side, or remain in shame, for fighting
on the wrong side.
His
torture was compounded by the thought of a beautiful servant who lived in a
small house north of the camp. This young girl, had met him by accident, when
Salim was carrying messages from Mustafa to Piyale concerning the movement of
small boats to the area around Senglea. He was on his way back to St. Elmo’s
camp when he had a strange and haunting meeting.
In
the dark of night, Salim had stumbled across a small party, two men and two
women, one of whom was on a horse, wrapped in shawls and obviously unwell. The
other woman, the young one, walked alongside the older woman, while the two
soldiers went ahead a bit. About five hundred feet separated the servants of de la Cassiere from Isabella and Rebecca, when Salim
practically ran into the small horse. Rebecca looked at the young man in the
dark and the servants turned back to hold him, and most likely, kill him. It
was obvious he was a Turk. Rebecca spoke quickly, “I know you. You are the
horse-trainer from Ephesus .”
The servants had drawn their swords to kill Salim. Rebecca held out her arms.
“Wait, I know this man. His mother is a Christian. Wait.”
Salim felt ashamed to be saved by
a young girl, but he now remembered her. “Rebecca, why are you here?”
The young girl asked the servants
to move out of hearing and they obeyed. The servant of Isabella, once paramour
of Sir Tomas should be obeyed, for now.
“I ran away from a marriage, like
my mistress, and found shelter with a good Knight in Mdina. He was uncle to a
young man, who asked me to take care of his mother, and pays for me to do so.
He is the son of a Knight.”
“Rebecca, you are a Christian as
well? I did not know this. Now, I understand why you left and disappeared.”
“I shall save you this time, but
you must come back to us, you must. Pray, Salim. Be who you are.”
Rebecca walked up to the servants.
They spoke with each other quietly. Then they came back to where Salim sat,
still on his horse.
“If we let you go, false
Christian, think that you owe the Knights a favor. Now, go, and be glad you
know this good woman.”
Salim said nothing but turned his
horse south and made his way back to the camp near St. Elmo’s ruins. Now, he
tossed and turned his tent, unable to sleep. Finally, he knew what he had to
do-be true to himself and his religion.
Just before dawn, Salim slipped
out of his tent and into the horse yard. There, he chose the fastest and wisest
of the Arabians, and managing to keep all of them quiet, he rode out of the
camp and around the harbour. If he was caught, he knew he would suffer the
worst tortures a man could bear. He rode on.
Finally, he found a camp and a
guard. “Take me to Vallette.” The guard looked at the youth and then, Salim
produced an ancient cross made of brass from under his tunic. The guard nodded
and led the young man across the camp to Vallette’s tent. Salim spoke quickly,
“Have mercy on me, a Christian youth, who was conscripted and has no heart to
fight the Knights of Malta. There is coming a two-fold attack on the Senglea.
As many as 100 boats have been brought across the mountain, and there will be
sea fight with the last of the Janissaries. Corsairs have been sent up to Fort
St. Michael’s to attack there from the land. Have mercy and let me help you.”
Vallette stood up and examined
Salim’s face. “Why should I believe you?”
Salim looked at the ground.
“Rebecca, servant of Isabella, mother of Immanuel, believes in me.”
Vallette almost laughed out loud.
So, this young man smote the heart of the young girl. He became serious again,
forcing himself not to smile.
“If I let you stay with us, will
you help me against these Turks?”
Salim looked up, “Yes, I shall do
what I can do.”
Vallette poured water with lemon
for them both. “What can you do?”
“I train horses and I am a horse
master.”
Vallette looked carefully at
Salim. “Then, I send you to Mdina, to train some of our peasants to ride and
care for horses. There are a few there in the city. Now, go, quickly, and take
this.” Vallette gave Salim a sword and knife, as he had left with no weapons.
On the handles were the Maltese Cross, the sign of the Order.
Salim took the weapons, but turned
back and kissed the hands of Vallette. In minutes, he was travelling west to
the holy city.
Vallette turned to his advisors.
“I want a palisade built immediately across the peninsula, at the promontory. I
want word to be sent to St. Angelo’s for
preparation for a sea attack. I know that de Guiral has cannons there. Tell him
to be on the alert.”
It was the middle of July, and the
weeks of the siege had cost the Turks more men than the Suleiman had
anticipated. He had to think of his last attempts to crush Malta .
One more time, Our Lady had
changed the game plan of the war. The battle would be won by the Knights, as
the cannons sunk all the boats, except one. And, over 800 of the Turks died in
this attack.
The attack on St. Michael’s failed
as well, as extra reinforcements arrived in time on an invention, a floating
bridge. Salim’s return to himself had won him a place of honor in Malta , and,
eventually, a Christian wife named Rebecca.
To be continued…
The Two Brothers of Malta Part Nine
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Frederico awoke early to join the monks in prayer. He was
falling into his monastic life too easily. It was difficult being both a
warrior and a priest. His priesthood was hidden at this time, as he did not
want any shame to be brought against the Order in case he failed his duty as a
commander. Unlike many of his priestly peers, however, Frederico had found his
vocation naturally, as an answer to the deepest desires of his heart of hearts.
His only wish was to end his day in the simplicity and silence of this
monastery in Mdina. He prayed that the war, the siege would end in a time of
peace so that he could pursue contemplative prayer.
Today, in prayer, he seemed to find a great peace and a
greater joy concerning his own possible death. The death of Paulo had reminded
Frederico how close he was daily to the reality of eternity.
His small army gathered in the Cathedral for a Mass for the
dead Paulo. The bishop then blessed all the men and gave them general
absolution-a gift from the Pope in Rome .
Afterwards, Frederico called his military advisors for a
meeting. But, first, he ordered twelve lookouts on the walls of the small city.
They each had a grand view of the surrounding area and could warn of danger
quickly.
The city on the hill provided a temporary safe-haven for the
soldiers and for many inhabitants. Daily, farmers, merchants, fishermen came
with their children and wives into the walls. People slept outside on the
streets, and in doorways. The nuns and monks fed the displaced families as best
they could with soup made of grass and seaweed, while eggs were given to the
mothers nursing their babies and the very old.
Frederico brought up the question of the day. “Do you think
the Turks will attack?” The advisors disagreed, and just as a decision as to
defense was made, a messenger from Vallette rushed into the meeting.
“Pardon, but read this. There is need for great haste.” The
young man sat down and was given wine.
Frederico opened the scroll. He read and then spoke.
“Vallette is asking for the army to leave Mdina immediately and moved both arms
and men to St. Michael’s and St. Angelo’s.
Elmo’s’ has fallen.”
Frederico bowed his head. He feared for the holy city, but
more men were needed near the promontory and the peninsula. Vallette was busy building defenses on the
peninsula and Vallette had asked the Spanish in Sicily to send more men to
Birgu, and they were, apparently, on their way, while the Turkish fleet was in
three places.
“We, of course, will obey the command. I shall leave a few
men here, and hand armaments only. The army shall march tonight, under cover of
darkness. Our decision has been made for us. We shall take the large cannons”
More ships sailed into Marsamxett, now that Fort St. Elmo
was a ruin, while the army of Frederico left Mdina to a handful of his men and
a few armed farmers. The ships waited for more orders from Piyale or Mustafa. Suleiman
had decided on continuing the attacks on the forts. Perhaps he thought the loss
of the forts would undermine the confidence of the Knights and the bravery of
the Maltese inhabitants. The other orders from Suleiman, to attack overland,
did not come until too late. At Marsamxett, one third of the Turkish fleet languished. The decision to take
St. Elmo’s at all costs, a decision of mere pride and arrogance, and the
decision to split the fleet into three would prove to be decisions of wasted
opportunities and carnage. But, the Lady who watched over the Maltese was in
charge, not the three Turkish commanders.
Frederico
and his small company of men traveled as quickly as they could in the night.
Clouds covered the moon, and no sound of cannons or gunfire from the Senglea.
But, an attack would come in two days, an attack from both sides of the
peninsula. The history of the war would include battles at the remaining forts,
with both soldiers and inhabitants suffering losses. However, the Corsairs and
Turks found the locals capable of fighting one of the most experienced and
trained armies in the world, if necessary, to the death of all.
Both
brothers were moving towards the east. One with his entire group of dedicated
and relatively fresh men, one with a small body guard of two men made their way
in darkness. Both would meet up in unusual circumstances.
To
be continued…
Wednesday, 25 June 2014
Meet Some of The Latin Mass Priests
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of the Davenport Diocese.
Father Chris Young and STM.
Father David Brownfield and Father Scott Lemaster and you know who... and below, Father Young again, with Father Michael Phillips, whose Latin is beautifully prayed. There are two more in the dioceses, but they were not present at this do. And STM with the wonderful Fr. Phillips.
Father Chris Young and STM.
Father David Brownfield and Father Scott Lemaster and you know who... and below, Father Young again, with Father Michael Phillips, whose Latin is beautifully prayed. There are two more in the dioceses, but they were not present at this do. And STM with the wonderful Fr. Phillips.
I sincerely hope that those
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..who have not read the Cardinal Manning series do so. His writings on the Holy Spirit are dynamite.
No Fear!
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A priest told me yesterday that the only thing keeping Catholics
from becoming saints is fear. Now, I believe this as fear stops the growth of
trust in Divine Providence and robs persons of joy. He had been on a priests' retreat and this was the theme.
Fear, simply, is not believing in the love of God. If one truly knows that God loves one, there
is no fear in the soul or mind or heart. Purity of heart, mind and soul means
that one has realized that God loves one despite one’s horrible failings and
inadequacies.
One does not have to “prove” love to God, but merely rest in
His Love.
Fear drives out love. One cannot trust anyone or anything
when one lives in fear.
Love does drive out fear, bit by bit, one’s heart is cleared
of sin and sadness.
Sadly, many older people fall into fear as they grow
elderly. The media plays upon the fears of those who no longer can control
their own destinies. Fear keeps them from community and created new suspicions
where none are necessary.
Fear causes people to pull in, not to reach out. to be mistrustful and cynical.
We can trust through Christ Himself, and in Christ Himself.
To fear is to destroy the gifts and fruits of the Spirit.
The flowers of the field grow and flourish under the care of
God. Should we fear that we shall not be cared for and tended like these
little, humble creatures, His flowers?
Meditate on God's Divine Providence today. He has won the war. We only have to sweep up the battles.
to be continued..
A Small Reminder
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Please do not forget your guardian angels. They so much want
to be acknowledged and asked for help. That is why they exist-to watch over and
serve us, to help us get to heaven. Do you think of your angel? Your angel thinks of you.
The Two Brothers of Malta Part Eight
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The day Frederico disbanded his temporary camp in order to
take his men to the defense of Mdina, a solitary horse slowly walked into the
camp, dirty, blood-stained, head down. This was Paulo’s Arabian. Frederico
easily read the signs of death and mourned his good servant. Not only was the
rider gone, but the leather satchel which contained messages from Frederico to
Vallette about the plans of the western flank was gone. Now, the enemy knew of
the plans to defend Mdina. Perhaps the Turks would change their minds about the
attacks.
The beautiful horse gently taken away and from that day,
treated as the god of the horses by the troops, which adopted it in the name of
the brave and faithful Paulo. For ten years, this horse accompanied the troops
in war and in peace, lovingly cared for in turns by most of the men.
Today, Frederico had to decide whether to stick with this
plan, now known to the enemy, or rebuild the tent camp. He chose to move on, as
planned. It was highly possible that the enemy would change their own plans,
knowing that up to 1,000 men would be crammed into Mdina and the surrounding
area. His own small unit was made up primarily by Spanish and soldiers from the
general Maltese people, whom he had trained himself. The Spaniards were
connected to the Order, either by religion or by family ties. Frederico’s men
proved to be the most loyal in the field, and the most deadly, as the farmers,
tradesmen, fishermen, and merchants fought for their own land, wives, children
and their beloved Catholic Faith.
What he did not know, because Paulo did not reach the
promontory for news, was that the great Turkish general, Turgut, once the scourge of Gozo,
had been shot by friendly fire, and lay dying. He would not see the shallow yet
costly victory at St. Elmo’s. Turgut died the same day as the fort fell.
Frederico did know that Vallette did not know all the
changes in the west. The nobleman made a bold decision to carry on without
sending another messenger at this time. From Mdina, he would send someone by a
more northern route to the eastern war.
He stood in the middle of the camp, now mostly packed in the
few wagons and on the horses. “We shall commence to Mdina, and immediately, I
shall ask the Bishop to pray a Mass for Paulo. Let us stop and remember his now.”
The men stood silently, each praying in his own way. They, most likely, thought
of their own possible deaths. Paulo’s body was never found, which grieved many
more so.
As Frederico and his men hurriedly moved north, Tomas
intended to visit both his regiments at St. Michaels’ and near the harbor at
Marsamxett, hoping to fight alongside
his men in either, or both places. To date, he had been robbed of glory and
honor. Again, he wondered how his lookouts did not see the Turkish fleet coming
south. Were there spies, or paid mercenaries among his own men who had sided
with the enemy? Had his men been betrayed by false reports, false sightings of
nothing? Tomas prided himself in knowing his men and could not imagine
quislings. Still, the entire success and ease of the landing of the Turkish
fleet in Marsaxlokk baffled his experienced sense. What he did not sense, was
that he would be involved in an extraordinary meeting in the camp. But, first,
he would visit St. Michaels’ Fort, partially built with his own money and
guarded by 500 of his own men, all from his relatives and the Order in Italy . The fort was held by about 800 men at this
point, soon to be joined by 400 more from the far northern estates.
Tomas raced his horse east, avoiding anyone he saw on the
way, and soon was on the road to Fort St. Michael. It was Midsummer in the
northern countries, June 23rd and Tomas could hear the bombardment
of Fort Elmo even from this distance. His shock
as a soldier of the ferocity of the cannons mixed with fear for the men at the
fort. However, his mind was on his two errands to encourage his own troops in
two places and he forced his heavy horse to go faster. What he had yet to learn
was that the Turks had decided to smash St. Elmo’s and wait on the attack on Mdina.
His men at the bay
of Masaxlokk had all died
for a cause, a plan which would be changed. His men died in vain, as the
leaders of the Turks fought over their own strategies.
Tomas could see smoke in the air towards the east and his
heart grew angry at the cruelty of the enemy. On this very day, the Turks captured St.
Elmo’s and Kızılahmedli
Mustafa responded to the great, overwhelming loss of his men with added
cruelty.
1,200
Maltese had stood against a much larger army, an army which lost 6,000 Turks
and up to 6,000 Janissaries from the beginning of June to this day. Only 1500 Janissaries,
his best troops, remained. He had other plans for them and had held them back
from this fray.
Mustafa
stood above the crumbled ramparts. His men picked through the rubble for
treasure, but could find none. Thankfully, some of the priests among the
Knights had taken the altar ware away secretly with the help of the people of
the area.
The
Pasha kicked stones in irritation. He had lost his bravest men, and realized
that this battle was too, too costly.
“Take
the dead men’s bodies, cut off their heads and make crucifixes. Then nail their
headless, infidel bodies to the crosses and send them the bay. If we cannot win
through arms, we shall win through fear.” His army carpenters got to work with
this grim task. Within the day, hundreds of crucifixes on which were impaled
the bodies of the mostly Knights of Malta forces were thrown into the sea,
where the waves took them up and sent them to the opposite shore, on the
promontory. Some women from the countryside were on the shores, far into the
Harbour and Mustafa could see them running to the corpses. A wail, like the
storms of the harsher seas, rose from the promontory, as mothers and sisters
knelt on the rocks and received the bodies of sons and brothers. Then, there
was a great silence.
Mustafa
turned to look across the Harbour. There, in the midst of the crucified dead, a
priest walked under a canopy with the Holy Eucharist in a glorious monstrance.
A small procession of Knights and acolytes followed. Another priest moved from
crucifix to crucifix, blessing the bodies of those who in death resembled
Christ.
The
Pasha sneered. “These infidels adore bread. How I hate this show. But, today, I
shall not waste any shot on this puppetry. We shall have our way in the future
on this superstitious island.” He turned and moved down the fallen battlements.
Walking across the ruins, his thoughts were on the possible error of the
decision to take this pile of rubble.
He
would have to change the strategic plans of taking over places, as now, he knew
his opponents were as brave and as fierce as his own men. Suddenly, he heard
cannons, and saw the cannon balls heading towards the rubble. What was Vallette
doing? He saw a ball land next to the feet of his body guard. Gruesome as it
was, a head of one of his own soldiers, one of those who had attacked the
mountain and the promontory, lay on the harsh stone pieces of fort. Another,
then another landed here, there, all over the ruined fort and into the camps of
the Turks.. Pasha smiled ruefully. de Vallette had a heart like his own, full
of steel and anger. The heads of the Janissaries who had been prisoners flew
into the fort, reminders that two could play the game of fear mongering. Pasha
walked away and disappeared from St. Elmo’s forever.
To be
continued….
The Two Brothers of Malta Part Seven
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Tomas rode north to the Harbour from Marsaxlokk, having
secured his men there with enough arms to withstand at least a quarter of the
supposed 192 ships. About 700 men were
in base, in tents, with some rock and stone battlements. He also had men at
Marsamxett which was a real harbour and not merely a bay, in case the ships of
the Suleiman moved north. This was highly expected by Vallette, as noted, and
he was prepared as far north as St.
Paul ’s Bay, without endangering his army at Fort St . Elmo, so
he thought. The southern bay seemed an unlikely place for a landing, but the
avoidance of the winds and sandstorms could mean that no ships would come
around the western or far northern side of Gozo, as the Sahara storms blew
fiercely up through Sicily and even into Italy, where many in Rome took sick
this year because of the unusual length of the siroccos.
The winds circled around like dervishes, confusing those who
were caught up in the desert storms. Tomas, like his son fifty miles away,
covered his face with a loose, white collar around his tunic. His horses had
been trained to move as quickly as possible in the siroccos, and this horse, a
large black stallion, had no trouble withstanding the coming storms. The horse
was large and stocky, capable of holding a man in full armor, and a prize on
the island. Both Frederico and Tomas had brought horses from England ,
trained in the warfare of knights, at their own expense. These hefty animals
were unlike the smaller, faster stallions of the East, the famous Arabians,
which could run like the wind accosting Tomas’ face.
His own steed, called St. Tomas for its stubbornness and
strength, was one of twelve, all named after the apostles, except for Judas. The
twelfth was named Matthias. Today, Tomas rode St. Tomas, and he has given one
of his few, rare Arabians to Immanuel, who did not need to wear armor.
Immanuel’s horse, named St. Dimitri, was a sleek, white
beauty, the fastest on the island. It could race over the rocky terrain as if
it were a light breeze. Tomas loved this horse and gave it to his son for good
luck.
The armies of the Maltese would need more than luck. Their
numbers counted far short of those of the Turks. Tomas could see the ships
moving now into range of the forts. He could count at least seventy from his
view on a small hill close to the promontory. The ships had good wind and were
moving into range of Fort St. Elmo and the mountain, Sciberras. So, the men in
that Fort will be hit with the big guns from the mount, once it was taken, and
with the invading armies. Tomas spurred his horse. He had left the south bay to
ask Vallette in person what the plan was to defend Mdina, as well as keep the
enemy from landing anyway on the far northern coasts. A handful of farmers had
been armed, but most of the Knights had their men on the eastern coast. Tomas
feared that the landing parties in the south and west would find little
resistance.
From his small hill, Tomas then saw ships split from those
going into the Harbour to the north-Vallette was right, either in his
instincts, or through his spies on the continent and in the ancient capital of Constantinople . Marsamxett could be hit. However, what he
did not know was the confusion among the leaders of the enemy. Piyale Pasha
had fought with Kızılahmedli Mustafa Pasha as to where to anchor the fleet. Piyale
wanted to go to Marsamxett, which Vallette anticipated. But, Kizilahmedli
insisted on both taking Fort
Elmo first as well as
going south in order to invade Mdina. The ships at Marsaxlokk were intended to
destroy the holy city.
Tomas changed his own plans and pulled his horse back
towards the interior. He would go to the north and stand with his men there.
Half of his orders contained that duty, and now, he could see that a battle
would strike this quiet harbour. He grieved at the ready loss of his other men
at Marsaxlokk.
As he rode, Tomas saw a horseman approaching him from the
west. He recognized a servant of Frederico, Paulo. The man was Arabian himself,
a convert, and a brilliant horseman. He rode one of Frederico’s Arabian’s, a
coal black, small animal, with fire in its nostrils, Tomas thought.
“Sir Tomas, stop. A message from your brother. Here, in this
scroll.”
Tomas rode alongside Paulo, pulled up his horse and took the
scroll.
“Tomas, we see ships as far as off in the sea as Hagar Qim,
near the ruins. How they passed your men in Marsaxlokk, we do not know. But,
there is a fleet now settled in the bay which I hear you were to leave. At least one-third of the ships seem to be in
Marsaxlokk. We should have received word
from the watchers on the bay. They may be dead. Send some of your troops from
your reserve to us near Rabat .
We may be attacked there and I shall take my men into Mdina as soon as I can.”
Tomas mused on this information. How did his men not see the
ships move around to Marsaxlokk? One has a clear view of the sea from there.
Would the Suleiman have sent ships farther south in the sandy winds? He had
only left his men and the bay a few hours before. How could the ships have
landed so quickly? Was God on the side of the Knights?
He spoke quickly to Paulo. “Do you have a quill and ink? I
shall not give a verbal order.”
“Yes, Sir Tomas, I carry these and sheets always in this
pouch. Dictate and I shall write down what you desire.”
Tomas spoke hastily. “To Captain Filip of France at Fort Michael ,
my brother in arms, take my 500 men to Mdina. Marsaxlokk has been taken behind
my back. Act with haste. Ships have been seen on the western side. Tomas of St. John .”
Paulo wrapped up the sheets in leather and raced away, after saluting
Tomas. He rode so quickly that Tomas had to watch him disappear like a ghost.
Now, he decided to not to turn to the southern bay and perhaps face a useless
death, but felt in his gut he should go north. He desperately wanted to be with
Frederico, for some reason, as Tomas was not a sentimental man. He sensed in
his high sixth-sense, real danger for his brother. But, he had to go north to
help organize any attack either at Birgu or Marsamxett, so he spurred St. Tomas
on. He had to reach his men in the north. But, he hesitated. He wanted to help
Frederico, who he knew would move into Mdina.
Frederico had men stretched out at various high points on
the western shores. His tent city edged the cliffs on the western shores. He
had sent some of his men to Marsaxlokk. They watched the seventy ships, not
highly armed with large guns, but full of troops, as those on the hills could
see. So, a landing party was scheduled for this side. Perhaps Rabat and Mdina, the holy city, were to be
targets, most likely having to face land troops from Marsaxlokk. Frederico sat
in his tent looking at two maps, one of the terrain and one, a secret map with
codes, of his own army’s movements. Suddenly, a huge wind moved the tapestry
over his tent and in raced a person he did not expect to see, Immanuel.
“They have landed, Uncle, I have seen Turks creeping up the
rocky hills south of the ruins. They have guns. I was on my way to Father, but
raced back to you. I do not know where Father is.”
Frederico stared at the sunburnt face of Immanuel. He seemed
older, more confident than his years. “Have something to drink, Immanuel. I
have a letter from your Father that he is sending reinforcements from St.
Michael’s Fort. This tactic surprises all. And, we have word from Vallette that
St. Elmo’s is even now under fire.”
“Yes, the large guns are on the galleons in the Harbour. The
Turks do not even have to land, but merely sail up and use their artillery.
However, I expect landings beneath the fort as well. I they take the mountain,
they can use heavy guns from there. I think this will happen”
“So do I. God help those men. There cannot be more than
3,000 on the mountain, the promontory and in the Fort, all together. Immanuel,
can you do one more thing for me?”
The young man sat down, “Yes, of course. Anything.”
“Run like the wind, the wind which moves your stallion, and
warn Rabat and
Mdina. The people must be warned.”
“Of course, Uncle.” Frederico took a weapon from a carved
case behind him. “Take my best gun. You know how to use this, I know. You were
always my best pupil.”
“Thank you., Uncle, but I hope I do not have to use it. God
bless you. “ And, like the young man he was, Immanuel was on his horse and gone
before Frederico reached the opening of his tent.
“God be with you, Immanuel.”
The sunset in Malta fell quickly, as usual,
forcing the land into darkness without the long twilights of more northern
countries. Immanuel travelled in the night, the stars above his head guiding
him to the heights of Rabat
and Mdina. He raced up the hills and onto the bridge into the city of monks and
the Cathedral. The guard at the gate recognized him.
“You come here with fire in your eyes, Immanuel. Trouble?”
“We have Turks on this side, land troops, armed, about 2,000
at least, as there are many ships in Marsaxlokk, already anchored.” The guard
blanched hearing the number, but his white face was hidden in the darkness.
“This is, indeed, serious. Come in. We must warn all the inhabitants and the
surrounding farms.”
Mdina had two signs of warning for those in the countryside.
One was a flag, which could not be seen at night, with a Maltese Cross marked
with a raven. The other sign involved the ringing of the great bells of the
Cathedral. The time now demanded the use
of the bells. Within minutes, the peel rose out of the walls of Mdina and was
hurled across the lands surrounding the Cathedral, like a death shroud. Fires
could be seen being lit across the land, fires like a long dragon, winding its
way through the now-harvested fields and fruitless orchards. The soldiers
within the walls moved into position of warfare and the siege began in the
west.
Immanuel notified, Mathurin
Romegas, who was temporarily in Mdina before going back to Fort Elmo , but the
famous Knight wanted Immanuel to stay. However, the young man insisted
on moving farther east, across country, to Marsamxett. He wanted to survey the
entire scene of the battle for Malta ,
and spread the word of an attack from the west as well as the east. As Immanuel was not a Knight under orders,
Romegas could let his go his own way, within reason. Leaving at once, Immanuel
spurred his horse onward, after giving it water and only a few oats. He would
stop in a small farmhouse with which he was familiar on the way to the
harbour. This small, humble house of two
rooms sat half-way between Mdina and Marsamxett, and in it dwelt his own
mother, Isabella, a woman long forgotten by Tomas. Years ago, Immanuel had
discovered this woman and identified himself as her son. The two secretly saw
each other at least twice a year. Immanuel grew to love the quiet lady of a
strange northern race, once, obviously, a great beauty, but now a woman
bedridden with a wasting sickness. She looked older than her forty years and
her blond hair hung limp and fading.
Immanuel would rest his horse in her garden and wait for
pre-dawn. Both he and his Arabian needed rest and food. A woman who tended
Isabella met him at the door, and escorted both man and horse into a very small
walled garden in the back of the house. The house was surrounded by trees and a
short wall made of ancient stones. The house rested on a crest of a hill, from
where one could just see the sea, like a blue line, far away.
Isabella’s maid, paid for by Immanuel, as was all her keep,
took him into the kitchen for some late dinner, and then she took oats out to
the horse, mixed with a strange grass. Immanuel understood that the maid knew
the way of the Arabs with their horses.
Interesting. Immanuel wondered where Rebecca had learned the
art of caring for horses. But, he could not think of this now.
Isabella’s voice, weak and soft, called from the back room.
One window faced the northeast and the moon shown into the small bedroom.
Isabella held out her hands for Immanuel. “There is danger. I can feel it. I
heard the bells from Mdina and now, with you here at this hour, I know it is
the Turks. We have begged Our Lady for protection.”
“Mother, do not be afraid. If necessary, I shall carry you
away from here into Fort
Angelo . But, for now,
stay, as I cannot believe that the land troops will come this far immediately.
I can send for you and Rebecca as soon as I finished my journey.”
Isabella looked at her son with her large, blue eyes.
“Immanuel, I do not fear death, or even suffering. But, Rebecca, being young
and comely, must leave. They may take her.”
Immanuel stood up. “No Maltese woman will be taken. None. We
men shall all die first.”
Isabella smiled in the darkness. She was so proud of her
beautiful son. She was grateful to God that he resembled her, and, indeed, that
he looked like her father so long dead and gone in a far away country in
northern Europe . She had been a rebellious
child and run away from her parents when asked to marry someone she did not
love. She ran and ran and ran until she found a way to a boat from France to Sicily
and then to Malta .
Then, she stopped running, and became a lace-maker for a living, learning the
trade from a kind woman who took her in and taught her not only lace, but the
language of Malta .
Isabella grew to be a great beauty, unusual with her blond hair, tall frame,
and sea blue eyes. Tomas found her and kept her until the son was born, when he
took Immanuel and left Isabella forever. But, unlike the father, the son had a
heart, the heart of a Christian son, and he searched for her until he found her.
Immanuel supported her since he was thirteen years of age. At that time, she
was only 28, and still lovely, but illness came like a thief in the night and
stole her health and beauty all at once. Isabella accepted the wasting sickness
willingly, believing it was punishment for her former life of sin. She had been
forced to be in bed for twelve years.
“I shall send a servant and perhaps another will come within
the day. Rebecca and you shall be taken into the fort, and there stay until the
danger is over.”
Isabella nodded weakly. She did not want to tell her son
that she would never survive such a journey. She knew in her heart that her
time for travelling even with help, was over.
“Wait for the servant. Goodbye, Mother.” Then, as if he,
too, sensed they would never meet again, Immanuel bent down and kissed his
mother. “I bless you, dear son. Now, go.”
Horse and youth, rested and fed a little, sped on to the
coastal fortifications, hastily built, and marked by a tent city. About 1,000 Maltese
troops now resided at Marsamxett, more could not yet be spared. Immanuel needed
to seek out the commander, get a servant or two to return for Rebecca and
Isabella.
He pushed his horse through the crowds of men, making his
way to the main tent. Light was coming out of the Middle Sea, an eerie light,
as if the sea itself was on fire, only with a green fire. Several men were
pointing to the mysterious light, shimmering in the darkness. Some were
speaking as if it were a good omen, some as if it were a bad one.
Immanuel stared at the light, and then, proceeded to the
commander’s tent. The famous Jean de la Cassière was here, ordering the
units of Knights into strategic positions overlooking the harbor, preparing for
a large invasion here, perhaps only second to the one at the Harbour. de la
Cassiere met Immanuel, and answered his first plea to send two men to take
Isabella and Rebecca into Fort
Angelo near Birgu. de la
Cassiere asked no questions. He was a man of reflection, as well as action, born
with a sensitive, romantic nature. His tall, fair frame inspired not only
confidence, but trust. And he gave trust as well as demanded it. Like Isabella,
de la Cassiere was from a handsome northern family, the proud bearers of a long
line of a noble name.
“Immanuel, I think your ladies
should not go to St. Angelo’s but be brought here to this camp. I think this is
a safer place for them. I sincerely hope your honorable father is aware of the
three actions about to commence. We have had word of the ships in the Harbour
beginning to attack Fort
Elmo , and if you stand by
the cliffs, you can hear the guns even now, in the early morning light.”
As de la Cassiere said, the
booming of artillery grew more persistent, indicating the siege had begun in
earnest. Immanuel feared for the men at Fort Elmo .
“I agree for the women to be
brought here. There was disagreement among the commanders as to the attack on
Mdina.” Immanuel was not blaming anyone, but he needed to remind the commander
of the immediate danger to the west.
“Yes, yes, I know, and now we have
the three prongs of the triton of satan at our necks. Thank God for Vallette’s
far-sighted plans to the building of the forts.
Look, you can see this strange
light in the sea. What do you make of this? One wants to write a ballad and
place this light at the center of some great mystery which will lead to our victory.
Perhaps, I shall call this light the hem of Mary, as she leads us, does she
not, our Queen?”
Immanuel bowed as the commander
referred to the Lady of Malta, Mary, the Mother of God.
“But, we do not see the entire
fleet here. And word from St. Elmo’s indicates that the Ottomans have split
into three. This is a mistake, mark my words.”
Immanuel agreed with a nod.
Only God was in charge, neither lights
nor demons. Immanuel’s faith transcended superstition and fear. And, his faith
and love for the Madonna reassured him as he sat down, finally exhausted with
his full twenty-four hours of riding. He was sure St. Dimitri had earned its
extra oats, grasses, fresh water and rest as well. Now, he could sleep for a
while, and as soon as de la Cassiere gave him his own tent, Immanuel fell onto
the blankets on the ground and immediately fell asleep, as if he were an
experienced Knight of Malta. But, before he lay on the soft coverlets from de
la Cassiere’s own tent, he laid the gun of Frederico on the side of his bed.
The young man had the instincts of a Knight, but perhaps, because of Tomas and
Isabella, not the rights. His sleep was dreamless.
To be continued…
The Two Brothers Part Six
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Immanuel did not want to poison the wells. But, he was under orders from Vallette. The local farmers filled hundreds of old crockery jars with water and hid these in their small houses and even underground in the few caves they could find. Some farmers put dried food stock in the ancient ruined temples, as the Turks thought these were the haunts of demons. The farmers knew better. They knew the island belonged to Mary, the Mother of God, and felt completely protected under her mantle.
Immanuel worked with the local farmers and helped them dry fruits and vegetables, store what grain was ripe, and burn the unripe grain. The farmers also got pigs from Sicily, knowing the Turks would not touch pork and made rashers, hams and other variations of dried ham.
These were kept in secret places, but in the end, many Maltese died of hunger and thirst, but that come later in this story.
In the meantime, the ships of the Turks came into the Harbour and began to shot the large cannons at St. Elmos and at the smaller fortifications on the promontory. Tomas, down in Marsaxlokk, trained unskilled men and worked with those of his Order who were eager for battle, but wondering why they had been stuck so far away from the action.
Tomas only had to wait a few weeks before it was clear why the Grand Master had sent him and his troops
up the coast. Too soon, ships were landing in the north and in the south, in a three-fold attacke. And, the few men there would have to fight the greater number pouring off these sailing fortresses.
But, something odd was happening, and Tomas felt uneasy. If he were either occultic, or religious, he superstitiously or discerningly would look for a spiritual answer. The siroccos started late and were going on
longer and harder than usual.
To be continued...
Immanuel worked with the local farmers and helped them dry fruits and vegetables, store what grain was ripe, and burn the unripe grain. The farmers also got pigs from Sicily, knowing the Turks would not touch pork and made rashers, hams and other variations of dried ham.
These were kept in secret places, but in the end, many Maltese died of hunger and thirst, but that come later in this story.
In the meantime, the ships of the Turks came into the Harbour and began to shot the large cannons at St. Elmos and at the smaller fortifications on the promontory. Tomas, down in Marsaxlokk, trained unskilled men and worked with those of his Order who were eager for battle, but wondering why they had been stuck so far away from the action.
Tomas only had to wait a few weeks before it was clear why the Grand Master had sent him and his troops
up the coast. Too soon, ships were landing in the north and in the south, in a three-fold attacke. And, the few men there would have to fight the greater number pouring off these sailing fortresses.
But, something odd was happening, and Tomas felt uneasy. If he were either occultic, or religious, he superstitiously or discerningly would look for a spiritual answer. The siroccos started late and were going on
longer and harder than usual.
To be continued...
Blogging Blues Two
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Well, I am in a different cafe, which seems friendly and with good food. However, public blogging lacks the serenity of private blogging.
It is harder to concentrate in a room with five sports televisions and weird music...oh, well.
I am having an Iowa beef burger with a fried egg and ham on it, which is absolutely over-the-top.
There is nothing small in Iowa.
In the meantime, I am thinking of Immanuel in Malta, poisoning the wells....get back to you soon.
It is harder to concentrate in a room with five sports televisions and weird music...oh, well.
I am having an Iowa beef burger with a fried egg and ham on it, which is absolutely over-the-top.
There is nothing small in Iowa.
In the meantime, I am thinking of Immanuel in Malta, poisoning the wells....get back to you soon.
Tuesday, 24 June 2014
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Sign, I hope for forgiveness
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It my scattered existence, and next week I shall no longer be in Iowa, I completely forgot St. Etheldreda's feast day. I know she forgives me, but a belated honor is better than none. Check out the tags on my beloved patron of this blog.
May God raise up more Etheldredas in this day.
May God raise up more Etheldredas in this day.
The Brothers of Malta-Five
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Tomas would have to deal with Suleiman I and Frederico with Lala Kara Mustafa
Pasha. The ships had to be
destroyed by the guns of Tomas, and the land soldiers by the guns and swords of
Frederico. Both men approached their commands with different means. Frederico
had risen early, before the early dawn, and assisted at Mass. He then prayed before
the icon of Our Lady in the small chapel next to his apartments for two hours.
His orders came from a different authority than Vallette.
Today,
Frederico knew the battle would commence, and, sadly, many people would die.
But, he was assured by the Virgin that Malta would endure and win in the
end, after many trials.
Frederico
had been mentally prepared for suffering and victory. The French Grand Master
had joined Frederico for Mass, surprisingly prayer, and then breakfast. The tall and elegant Grand Master prepared for battle like his entire household, by going to the King of Kings and begging for spiritual prudent and perseverance. And, a break-fast it
was for both men. Frederico trusted Valette’s humility, born of his past as a
galley slave himself, and as a true Knight of the Order. Vallette had already
given new orders in the dark of pre-dawn. The promontory and St.
Elmo’s armies were on alert, even before Tomas saw the sails in the distance.
Vallette had received word from his men in Sicily
and southern Italy ,
men who would be called “secret service spies” in later days.
The
Grand Master poured fresh water with lime slices for both men. A small, brown bird hopped on the window sill.
“The rumour mills turn and turn, giving the numbers of ships belonging to the
Sultan Suleiman as 193. Do you suppose such numbers would be sent here? I do, but
we will hold back the enemy from the shores of Europe
herself.”
Frederico
tore some bread and spread soft cheese over the piece. “Yes, I believe the
numbers we are hearing. Why not, Vallette. Why not? The Sultan has many ships
and he has pride to match. He wants to destroy Catholicity on this island and
will use all his power to do so. Yes, I believe these numbers.”
Vallette
stood up and went to the window. “Listen, the bell, the warning bell. Tomas has
seen something-the something we knew was coming. Call for my horse and
attendant, please Frederico, and God bless you here. I assume you are ready? I
go to the eastern coast with God and Our Lady to guide me.”
Vallette
was outside, and turned to shake Frederico’s hand. “I am ready, Sir.”
Vallette
mounted his horse, and he and his attendant charged down the cobblestone
streets to the gate and off in the direction of the promontory. Frederico attache joined him, “Do you want
your horse, Sir?” Frederico looked at
the young man, who seemed frightened. The young man was a novice in the Order,
a young man from England ,
fair and tall, but scared. “Matthew, let us first stop and say a rosary to Our
Lady. Then, we shall join the troops. Pray for courage and perseverance, as
this will be a long battle.”
Within
the hour, the two were on their way to the tents at Fort Angelo .
In this Year of Our Lord, 1565, on May 18th, with the hardening breeze of
the sea in his face, mixed with the sand of the sirocco, Frederico thought,
either he would suffer and meet His God soon, or suffer and endure to fight for
many days. All rested in God’s Hands. He sped on his white horse and Matthew
followed on his bay.
To
be continued…
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