Thoughts on Sunday morning

When I was in the monastery, I was allowed time for reading and personal discernment. I read many books, mostly on the nature of the religious life and the way of perfection. As a person seriously considering and being considered, I had to write notes to Mother Prioress on my progress. We only spoke rarely, but it is the duty of the postulant or seeker to share insights and problems. However, for that order, as explained to me, the Rule of St. Benedict lived daily provides discernment, as well. If one manages to live by the Rule and is inspired by the Holy Spirit the Rule is actually a daily way of examination of conscience which happens immediately, all day long. For me, obedience was not difficult. But, God deals directly with a person under obedience in two ways. One way is directly through the Rule and, in one's superior. The second way of obedience is through one's direct relationship with God especially in deep prayer. The Tyburn order has the great advantage of daily long hours of Adoration, providing time for the postulant to wait on God for insights and direction. Lectio Divina and one's personal reading and to spiritual growth and formation. A lay person seeking this perfection, which we are all called to do, must do. to be continued... By the way, I heard a fantastic sermon this morning which I shall share in the next post.