Well, as Mother Prioress told me, sometimes God allows a series of events to happen to newbies in order to show His Will.
I am out and at a friend's house, resting with severe back pains. I could not discern with such pain, but took the allowance of God to endure such as a huge sign to leave. These pains are not ordinary.
I am heartbroken and humbled. Such humility is good for me, of course.
One must face one's limitations.
I am going to start working on two plays which are in my head, and have permission from Mother General to write a play on the Foundress of Tyburn.
I can write in bed.
God bless, and hello again from the world.....